Apologies

[Sundown]

Well some people wanted to hear an apology from me. Here it is. I am very sorry for my wrong doings and my attitude was unacceptable to someone as great as you.

You thought that you had a right to know my freelancer chars, and I must admit I thought that you did not and that I am well within my rights to just play each and every char with a different Role-Play and separate these chars from each other as much as possible so that I may enjoy the game to the fullest.

But now I know I was wrong, you had every right there is to know all my chars and all my doings in the name. All the support you had from [Void]s and other players who told you about my chars showed this to me at last and brought me to reason and it did let me see the errors of my ways.

To show you that I really mean what I say.

Hatake~Kakashi  - My very first char on The Void, born on October 2006. Since I came from another server with a similar mod I was already pretty skilled with the Void fighting system and only missed the equipment. I immediately met [BBD]-Constantine and [BBD]-Entrophyslayer after logging in on my first day.
I liked PvP a lot, and I needed practice. So these two (Navy back then) were coming just right, and I thought ‘ey why not use ‘em as practice dummies’, so I attacked them and we fought. Then Ent invited me into BBD. After making sure they would equip me I accepted of course. So Hatake~Kakashi was deleted and BBD chars were made.

[BBD]-Sundown
[BBD]-Maverick
[BBD]-Iceman
[BBD]-Hollywood
[BBD]-Wolfman
[BBD]-Viper

These six were my BBD chars. The Top-Gun crew. I did everything with them. Dueling, winning Events, killing Enemies…I won over 1 Billion credits in my first two months only from Events and became rank 90. I still remember [Event]-Luke (Saint-Dyson) doing a lot of events back then. I fought with BBD in the war against <666>, and we pawned them every evening again and again. The Server had still the ‘on rampage’ ‘runs amok’ ‘is godlike’ System on, so it was even more fun. Greaver joined shortly after me, coming from <666>. He didn’t have the experienced like I did ( I played FL over 3 years before coming to Void) so he was still pretty noobie back then he couldn’t even take my shields down, but he learned and improved, just like everyone can do, good old times.
Sadly Constantine kicked me out saying that I gang raped players and told me to delete my chars immediately. Yea back then ganging on someone was not well liked and you got in trouble doing so, that sadly changed now. But I still remember that Constantine was drunk that night, but well I was pissed off because of the false accusation, so I just did what he said, deleted my chars immediately. Lot of mates in BBD told me to stop but I was really stubborn back then.

I needed someone to help me with the transfers so I asked [Saint]-Dyson for help, because he was On and a good friend. I pvped Dyson lot back then in my BBD times, because he was a good challenge and I liked challenges, so we became quick friends. When he heard that I left BBD he immediately asked me to join Saint and I accepted.

[Saint]-Maverick
[Saint]-Iceman
[Saint]-Sundown

It was a great time with Saint. There were very few saints to that time. I only remember seeing [Saint]-Stoertebecker, [Saint]-Dyson, [Saint]-Selzam. [Saint]-Jung-Chan. But hell they were all damn good fighters and we had a lot of fun, and rocked. I was in saint for some months before stopping to play freelancer completely. It just became to boring, I think it was because I killed most enemies under 5 seconds, only needing the first laser and torpedo shoot. So I stopped, and started WoW for a while.

It took Two years for me to finally want to play this game again. So I came back. I flew as Iceman, a freelancer since all my old chars were deleted from inactivity and with them my billions of credits. BBD and Saint were both dead. But I met Greaver and he said he wanted to open BBD again and asked me to join, I agreed. So [BBD]-Iceman-[X] was born. Apparently BBD was changed to a pirate clan RP while I was away, but I thought it was cool and could be fun. And we did have a lot of fun; we had a huge battle in Alexandria on Planet Demo the first day. It was a complete victory. BBD was very active at first and even Ent came back and joined, but it changed quickly and very few BBD were seen. When Greaver wasn’t coming on anyone, becoming inactive again, we thought about doing something else since it had gotten bored. When Ent told me he was in Saint too I asked ‘ey why not just make Saint chars again and defend the Rock? Would be fun’, so I, Ent and Prototype made Saint chars.

[Saint]-Iceman
[Saint]-Vengeance
[Saint]-Retaliation

These were my new Saint chars. It was a great time. A few old Saints even came and joined, like Xenon as: Heretic and Blasphemy, and other skilled players were allowed to wear the Saint tag with pride just as good old BBD-Constantine. We were a good and strong bunch and it was fun. But to these times the amount of new players coming to the server was low and you could not recruit much and since we were only looking for skilled fighter we could recruit even less. So the activity of the members became low after some time. Then Ent leaved without saying a word and made a BL char, [BL]Wapred. I still remember when we killed Warped once afk, it was kinda an accident, I shot him to low hull till he burned, and prototype accidentally killed him, still he got pissed and lost his temper and attacked us, and said some bad things, overreacting as usual, but that’s just his famous bad temper. We did not know who he was then, and got into an argument with some cursing. He later told us he had left for BL and gave leadership of Saint to Xenon.

I made the char [Akatsuiki]-Tobi-[x], to get a bit more fun on the game because it became awfully boring. The char had a special Role-Play, the ones that know Tobi will know what I mean, and it was fun and I enjoyed the game a little more. I later even joined Saint with Tobi as well after being asked so often. Nobody knew I was Tobi at first, because I preferred it that way. It let me play the characters RP better.

Tough after some time a few more players left or became inactive and since it was found out that I was Tobi I became bored from that char as well and decided to stopped, deleting all my chars but Iceman.

I could not stay away for long this time and came back only after a month and had a couple of different chars like.

Red-Shanks  -  My first brawler. I tried my self as a brawler and was surprisingly good lol
Jonny-Skillz-Anderson  –  I tried the TC with lasers and well it was cool, you could kill your enemy with only one hit.
Pferdebezwinger – with this I just tried new ships like the Sparta.
Dúnadan – a conq with vulcans, I found out that I was great with that lol

I got many clan invites from different clans with each char but I did not felt like joining one at first, but later I finally agreed to join Syndicate with Dúnadan at Dynastys request. Dynasty is a great PvPer and a good friend and I knew, respected and liked even a few more people in Syndicate, so I joined it.

[SYNDICATE]-Dúnadan was born. Yet again, I was so selfish that I did not tell anyone that it was me playing this char. Everyone else knew me only as Dúnadan, which did not change till now. I was cadet for three full weeks. I used a conq with vulks, and enjoyed it greatly. I could defeat almost everyone, and those who I could not defeat I fought till I could do it easily.
When I passed the trial time as cadet and got promoted to Syndicate, joined ‘the family’, as we like to call it, I made -=Syndicate=- Piccolo, -=Syn=-Ironman-=D=-.
Both were conqs with vulcans. It was a very awesome great time in this clan and I have spent most of my time on void in it, till now over six months. But again I got bored after a while because I missed my Anubis and lasers. So -=Syndicate=-Sakumo was born and later another Sniper by the name of [R]-Diebyme-[R].

I tend to create freelancer chars with different Role-Play every time I am bored, with different Role-play I do not mean Navy and Evil or Pirate and Rouge. No I was always on evil side. I mean the attitude of the character, but of course within the server Rules, best example with Tobi. So I made Hayate~Gekko, Anubis with lasers, he had a ‘I am best’ attitude and ‘You can’t defeat me attitude’ it was fun but I didn’t play much, only twice. Cause yet again, people found out that it was me, or at least thought it, so I lost the fun on that chars RP quickly.

Not so long ago, I think only a month ago, I wanted a Titan Crusher with full laser again and combine it with a new Role-Play char. So I made The~Pawn. His RP attitude was kind of special and fun to me. Because he openly admitted to be on Navy side to all Good-side players, but still killed them. It was fun because that confused them. Of course that got the attention of the evil side by saying ‘I am navy!’, so I fought both sides, totally focused on Good, but also Evil when attacked by them.

There is a clan on HHC clan The~Pirates, to be really honest I did not copy them or thought about them when making this char. I came upon that name after brainstorming since all I wanted to do with that TC char was “to- pawn”, so I thought ‘why not The~Pawn’ ? Later people would think tough that I was from The~Pirates, so I used that for a bit to separate that char from my others.

When I first came online with the pawn it was early on Saturday morning, so not many people were already playing. The only real targets I saw where two Marauders in New Berlin, fighting [BL]-Zeus and [BL]-Warped. When I arrived there I was disappointed because one of the marauders was sitting in a BS, and Zeus got one out as well, and there was another navy in a capital ship. So it only left one marauder and Warped in fighters.

At first I only watched and started with my ‘I am navy that kills navy’ RP, but since it was a new char and I hadn’t relogged from the server I could not damage anyone and could not be damaged by others. It’s the protection for new player. I decided to annoy Zeus a bit out of fun since he was as a BL, red targeted to me as a new player. So I asked stupid stuff and if he was an enemy, and shoot him while asking why he doesn’t get damage and if he is an admin. Later I relogged and joined the battle attacking Marauders. But since I could be damaged again Zeus decided to attack me. But I defended my self and killed him; it was what the RP-attitude of my char would have done. Warped of course then came after me too. I killed him as well. But what pissed me off was that Warped suddenly decided to use bots and bats, saying ’Cheat ship’ while trying to kill me. Well I was in a TC so I still killed him. But it pissed me off so much that I not only killed the marauders there while saying “Don’t attack me I am Navy” I also killed Zeus and Warped, who attacked me all the time anyway, one reloading. Later it turned into a really big evil vs good fight, I helped evil killing the navy but still fought Zeus who would attack me from time to time in the battle, and he made other evils to attack me as well, so I had to fight even more of them. As a side note, later I saw Warped and Zeus in a “cheater ship” as well.

From that moment on I was KOS on BL, and had to fight more and more Evil players. I liked the The-Pawn TC char and its RP-attitude, it was very amusing. But I disliked being targeted and having to kill Evil as well. So I deleted The~Pawn after only three day. Making The-Prey. I used it the same way, but people knew he was Pawn so it did not take long for me to delete him too. Especially since everything started to escalate. Zeus and Ent, thought that The~Pawn was Iceman, and that Iceman was Sakumo. So they started killing Syndicate, their allies for no reason even while having the BL tag on.

It was a shock to me that a RP clan like Black Legion could behave like this. I mean they have the “blood…chaos...evil” RP but do not take difference between chars and tags, saying the person behind the computer is on KOS not the single char.

Zeus started to be obsessed with me and my chars. Attacking -=Syndicate=-Sakumo at every opportunity, even while I was fighting against our mutual enemies like Dacia or 4S. And said things like “how you like it back huh?”. I tried to reason with him and make him stop, since I do not want allied evil clans to start wars with each other. He demanded apologies from me to stop, but to that time I could not do that, I thought I was in the right and did nothing wrong. Also I did not wish to admit what chars I have and do with them, it was after all the most part of the fun I get from freelancer, having to admit would mean to lose all the fun on the game for me so I did not and stood to my beliefs and RP. I did not think that he would have any proof, only suspicions and thoughts.

This almost ruined the game and fun for me, so I created [Legends]-Achilles to relax a bit and get a bit fun from the game. With this char I had the ‘neutral to all’ attitude. I did not take any part in any clan matters, and did not attack or fight anyone outside of a friendly Duell. So it was a nice PvP char, and the new aspects brought some fun again.

Now you know all my chars and their History. When I heard yesterday, that [Void]s had already confirmed all my chars and doings to you I finally acknowledged that I was wrong and you were right.

So I apologies to you Zeus, for being just a dick and killing you in my separated Freelancer char with a totally different RP, after being attacked by you! And that I did not admit to you immediately after being told to do so, and further insulting you by lying that my RP char Sakumo was not the freelancer char The~Pawn or Iceman. I am very sorry and hope you will forgive me and that all is good now again.

I also apologies to you Entrophyslayer/BL-Warped for deceiving you with other chars and keeping them secret as well as holding their RPs separated. I should have never used RP on this game; it is after all not part of this. And let you now immediately that all this chars were me, same goes for you Zeus, I am sorry.

I apologies to Syndicate and all his members, you are all great friends and family. I shouldn’t have let you all in the dark and pull you into this. It was great that you stood all up to me and defended me, so I am sorry that I am such a disappointment now after all this.

I also apologies to the rest of void for having secret chars that only I knew of, I should have posted every char I own to the forum so that everyone knew who they belong to and what kind of RP they do. I am sorry.

Since the Syndicate Forum is down right know I will just post it here. It was a great time with you guys and I had a lot of fun. You are the best clan there is and I am proud to be part of it. I will miss you a lot and wish you all the best. I already deleted all my chars, and since I did not want to waste the money I gave it to the first lvl 11 player I saw, he was really happy lol. This is my last post on this forum, I will defiantly not look at the forum again, so you don't need to answer this or send me pm. It won’t reach me, I am sorry.

The discovery that you can not play each char with a different RP or keep them secret just ruined my game. It will not bring me fun anymore, that is why I stop playing Freelancer, at least on this server. I will probably go to another or play WoW again.

kind regards

Me

[BelzeBoss]

=D>  Nice...

[McViper]

sad to see u go iceman, i never knew u on any of ur chars, but this post rly make me respecting u, best respects
wish ya the best luck in ur life, Have fun

Regards
McViper

[darthnova]

Well done bud, I also apolagise for my part of it being The~mist.

Bye iceman. I am sad to see you go, you were a great guy.

[Retribution]

my ships dont carry bots n bats you dirty little ingrate.

Now take your slander and stick it where the sun dont go you pathetic little weasel.

Yea bugger off, cause if most the people on the void knew what sort of crap you've been playing you would be KOS to 99 percent of the server.

Your lies and decietfullness really hold no bounds does it.

You repeatedly attacked us while fighting the NAVY AND GROUPED with us, so dont come all this boohoo tosh -  KOS crying bollocks. You brought all this down on your own head, not only that you tried to drag other members of Black Legion into your silly little games, as well as your own clan m8s. After this you were set as KOS by Zeus the clan leader of Black Legion as he and the clan were sick of your stupidity.

You hint at abuse of admin powers, wheres the proof, or is this again more lies?. You seem to thrive on trying to make people lives a misery.

Not only that you almost bought SYNDICATE and Black Legion, who i might add have been allies for a long time to war, again this was all YOUR doing, Your clan m8s getting attack by Black Legion was YOUR doing, you being KOS was YOUR doing you have no one to blame but yourself 100 percent.

I wont miss you, Ill miss the old Iceman, but not this new moron.

These sort of posts "im whiter than white, innocent to the core, everyones picking on me, and I do no wrong"  belong in one place - THE BIN

Have a nice life fella.

[Zebulon]

People come - people go. Some go because they are unhappy with how they have been treated. Some leave due to the game being old and played out as far as they can see and some go because of reallife issues.

At NO TIME did Iceman ever raise the issue with ADMINS regarding the disclosure of his characters. At NO TIME did he raise the question as to those who were DEMANDING to know who his other characters were.  If I find out who has been playing the "VOID" card without being a VOID by demanding things like "Who are your other characters". "Speak in English only" etc etc then I will personaly ban them. If ICEMAN you feel that you may have behaved in an inapropriate manner then by all means apologise - I have heard NOTHING from anyone to suggest that ANY of your characters had ever done anything untoward - sounds like sour grapes on both sides of the fence here.

To those of you who are "unhappy"  - if you dont raise your concern then dont post "cry cry bye" posts here.
I agree with RETRIBUTION on this - This is not the ICEMAN of old who was (and still is as far as I am aware) an excellent player. If you had a gripe against Zeus and the way he has behaved then you should have raised it with us.  Believe me he has had his hand smacked more than once and will face a ban if I find he has been pushing his luck by demanding such things.

@ Zeus - mate I dont know whether this stuff is legit or not, but overall some people need to CALM DOWN a bit.

You took a rest before and came back - sad to see that you feel you had to post this.  If I find that any VOIDS have colluded in behaviour unbecoming of the VOID status then they will loose their priveleges quicker than you can say "Ban Shonen".....

Take care, stay safe and whatever else you decide to play - have fun.

[[BLK_LGN][X]Zeus]

Let me put some things straight first.

To my knowledge, at NO POINT was a Guard or Admin asked to check Iceman's chars. If somebody did this they know I would voice my distaste at that.

I NEVER acted like I was a Guard or Admin at any point.

I used to consider Iceman a friend. Don't believe this? Ask Xenon if he and I used to be friends.

Did I act like an arse towards Iceman? Yes, I did.

Did I do it for no reason? I never act like an arse towards somebody for no reason.

It was a shock to me that a RP clan like Black Legion could behave like this. I mean they have the “blood…chaos...evil” RP but do not take difference between chars and tags, saying the person behind the computer is on KOS not the single char.

If somebody who is in an allied clan decides to attack us with other chars the way you did, then they'd have it the same. This is why we became hostile with the last generation of Saint. They would shoot us one day but want to help us the next. No dice, you're either with or against.

You did get invited to our group once in Sparta. Continuing to shoot "allies" (as you are a Syndicate member) while in their group is enough to piss anyone off.

He demanded apologies from me to stop, but to that time I could not do that, I thought I was in the right and did nothing wrong.

I never "demanded" anything. I told you if you admitted to who you were then it would end. Giving you the choice. I didn't say things such as "admit it now!" which would be more of a demand.

The discovery that you can not play each char with a different RP or keep them secret just ruined my game.

On the contrary, it is possible. But if you don't want all your chars to be shot, make sure we don't find out it's you in your "secret" char. Simple.






The truth is, this is an Iceman / Black Legion / Syndicate problem. Nobody elses.

[Dynasty]

im alitle dissopointed realy :-w

i was prob one of the main people who stood up to everyone saying that your not iceman
the amount of abuse i took from players when i defended you...

and now it was all for nothing..
i must apologise too all those that i got heated with a few month back in the iceman debate.. zeus ect

i have nothing more too say
i need a breather  :-w  :aua:

[Sythe]

>:P

[=ESF=XENON]

[quote="[BLK_LGN][X]Zeus";p="212888"] Ask Xenon if he and I used to be friends.[/quote]

yes We used to be friends when you was a member of one of my clans.
DKH - Domkavash Hive , No longer Active anymore.

Regards.
XENON

[Greaver]

Bye.

Greaver.

[LIMAN]

I see no reason for apologies.
Bye and tc.

[Battor]

Cya Ice,take care mate,wish ya good luck in what ever you decide.

Gfs old fart  ;)

[Shyne]

Schade dass du gehts Pico. Und noch beschissener dass du nicht wieder kommst. Wir kennen uns zwar nicht lange, aber waren immer fair zu einander. Alles gute.

[Gr8-Lizard]

I think , its cool when a pearson could apologise when he considerre himself guilty 4 some reason...